pretend its the start of the yr again :)
finally sat down and spent the time to think abt last yr, evaluate and reflect as well as give thanks for all the things tt happened and also to set some resolutions for the yr ahead. and well i guess to get the coming back to God thing on track.
thanksgivings:
1. for results i did not really deserve in my first yr of med sch, tho i got supps it turned out rather fun and tho i wont want to go thru it again, i dont really regret it.
2. for youth camp and church camp where i really managed to learn alot about myself and God as well
3. for being able to travel qt alot last yr to satisfy my wanderlust (hongkong, bangkok, msia, egypt and japan)
4. for stronger friendships in med, esp for the og
5. for provisions in all things, never having to really need anything
6. for firsts; travelling alone with friends, cableskiing... errrrr. and i know there are more but i forgot haha. oops :p
one thing i really realised as i looked through my prayer journal to see how i have changed this yr is that ive really been under alot of condemnation and like thinking that im not good enough or that im inadequate and God showed me that that is not how He wants me to be with Him! and i guess tts y qt and praying has not been as much a joy as it shld be, because ive been reading the word and judging myself with it when God has said tt all i need to do is ask for forgiveness and i will get it, and the sin will be washed away :) yepps so that is something i really hope i will get rid of this yr. also, i think i have become a much more worldly person and that is my biggest regret if the yr, that i kinda lost alot of innocence and that my outlook on things has become more cynical and harsh.
resolutions:
1. that i will love God more, that i will come back to Him and that i will live in victory under the shadow of His wings
2. that i will love my cell members and family more, that i will bother to meet up with and pray for them, and that my words will be more tempered and gentle
3. that i will be able to share the gospel to at least 2 friends
4. that i will learn to memorise verses and increase in knowledge of the word
5. that i will be less lazy and try to wake up before 11 everyday :S and... that i will try to carry my own bag more often HAHA
6. that i will be less selfish and make an effort to volunteer somewhere and help others more
7. that i will exercise at least twice a week
8. that i will pass the M2 pros and make more of an effort to study, that during the study break i will do exactly that-- study
9. that i will cut down on msn and random computer games tt is loserish and time wasting
and finally,
10. that i will try at least 5 new things this yr!
hmm. and...
11. that i will remember them
hahahahaa. ok i hope i manage to keep to them tho i dun see me managing to do all right at once but i really hope that by the end of the yr i will look back and really see some tangible change for the better in myself :)
oooo and jap pics are up! check them out :)
thanksgivings:
1. for results i did not really deserve in my first yr of med sch, tho i got supps it turned out rather fun and tho i wont want to go thru it again, i dont really regret it.
2. for youth camp and church camp where i really managed to learn alot about myself and God as well
3. for being able to travel qt alot last yr to satisfy my wanderlust (hongkong, bangkok, msia, egypt and japan)
4. for stronger friendships in med, esp for the og
5. for provisions in all things, never having to really need anything
6. for firsts; travelling alone with friends, cableskiing... errrrr. and i know there are more but i forgot haha. oops :p
one thing i really realised as i looked through my prayer journal to see how i have changed this yr is that ive really been under alot of condemnation and like thinking that im not good enough or that im inadequate and God showed me that that is not how He wants me to be with Him! and i guess tts y qt and praying has not been as much a joy as it shld be, because ive been reading the word and judging myself with it when God has said tt all i need to do is ask for forgiveness and i will get it, and the sin will be washed away :) yepps so that is something i really hope i will get rid of this yr. also, i think i have become a much more worldly person and that is my biggest regret if the yr, that i kinda lost alot of innocence and that my outlook on things has become more cynical and harsh.
resolutions:
1. that i will love God more, that i will come back to Him and that i will live in victory under the shadow of His wings
2. that i will love my cell members and family more, that i will bother to meet up with and pray for them, and that my words will be more tempered and gentle
3. that i will be able to share the gospel to at least 2 friends
4. that i will learn to memorise verses and increase in knowledge of the word
5. that i will be less lazy and try to wake up before 11 everyday :S and... that i will try to carry my own bag more often HAHA
6. that i will be less selfish and make an effort to volunteer somewhere and help others more
7. that i will exercise at least twice a week
8. that i will pass the M2 pros and make more of an effort to study, that during the study break i will do exactly that-- study
9. that i will cut down on msn and random computer games tt is loserish and time wasting
and finally,
10. that i will try at least 5 new things this yr!
hmm. and...
11. that i will remember them
hahahahaa. ok i hope i manage to keep to them tho i dun see me managing to do all right at once but i really hope that by the end of the yr i will look back and really see some tangible change for the better in myself :)
oooo and jap pics are up! check them out :)
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